I need a Butt Kick!

Ok, seriously..I am out of shape and VERY unmotivated to get back into shape. The bad weather, coupled with being ill, and then the fact that it has been coat and sweater weather for at least 5 months=1 out of shape Mama. I tried as best as I could to keep it up when D was gone, and I was doing pretty good, despite the fact I wasn't teaching a single class anymore. Then after December...wa wa wa. Yep, I admit it..I went from doing 5 classes a week last spring (which included 2 bootcamps) to now..nothing. D being gone consisted of a lot of evenings of fuzzy slippers, baths and hot tea. So I may have taken it a little far....So I signed up to sub a class tommorow night to get me some motivation...and well, I am a dead duck. I will just have to roll myself in there and do my best and hope that some other pretty out of shape people show up. I need someone to sell me a bottle of motivation so I can drink it up. i have always been a bit this way..go go go go.STOP. I need to become a bit more balanced...I am actually excited to see some sunshine and warmer weather so I can get my butt out there and go jogging...fastest way to get in shape I say! I am going to make a goal to get in shape in 6 weeks..I would like to try that p90x with D, but we just don't have the $$ right now..and I know most of the moves so I should be able to do it on my own...but I need some accountability...this is part of the reason I became an instructor..otherwise, I'd never show up to class. LOL! I always told my 6:30 am clients..you are all nuts, I would never be able to scrape my carcass out of bed if I hadn't signed myself up to teach! Well, spring is going to be here before we know it, and shorts are going to have to be pulled out sooner or later..and my legs are not for shorts under these pants. I am enjoying the 'celebration' of my husband being back I think, and I am lacking the will to want to leave him when he is home...pathetic or cute? Not sure...maybe a bit of both...other than that, things couldn't be better... absolutely loving life right now...so blessed. I think 6 months of being apart was the best marriage therapy ever, we haven't even argued yet! I think we both realized how much we meant to each other and the little petty arguments that we got into before he left (you know, if you've been married for more than 10 years, you know..and if you don't...your lying!) seem to be absent..and I'm loving life. Praise God for all of it!